I have been struggling lately. I guess my latest posts say it all in black and white (literally). I am going through some rough patch and I think that it will take some time before I can really say that I am okay. Although I have noticed a few changes in me, I am beginning to just let things be and let things happen as they come. I guess, I am beginning to learn that I am not a permanent fixture in his life, and he has the right to be with whoever he wants to be with.
Again, my heart is broken and I am picking up the pieces. I am halfway done and I still have a few more to piece together. However, I am in no position to stop building what was broken. I owe it to myself, and I owe it to all the people I care about. I am getting there, donít worry about me, I will be fine. J
I still believe in fairytales. I still believe in love and happy ever after. I am still convincing myself that itís not with him. I will have my happy ever after with someone else. By the time that comes, Iíll be the happiest girl in town. And then Iíll realize that I am not dreaming a dream coz its already my reality.
Time will tell.
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