Lately, i feel a little different. I don't feel like doing what I am supposed to do.

Demotivated? maybe.
Indifferent? I don't think so.
Sad? Yes.
I am no longer productive? yes.

I am not at a 100% anymore. I have a feeling I already lost it. I have to remember one word and one word alone... RECESSION. oh yes! that is the only thing that motivates me right now. Can I just die right now so I won't feel this kind of feeling... It sucks you know... grrr..

What will be my next step?
ahm... i really don't know... LOL